So I’m drinking my final juice right now. I’m so grad it’s almost over but at the same time, so glad I did it.

Today was definitely the hardest day of the cleanse. I’d planned on doing some exercise but I felt so tired. I think that has to do with the fact that I haven’t been sleeping very well during this whole thing. Around noon, I almost quit because I felt very weak and hungry but I held out and in the afternoon took a nap instead. After that, I pretty much spent the rest of the night watching football with my mom. I’ve never noticed how many food commercials there are on a football game.

I don’t want to count my chickens but I cannot help but hope that this has solved the chronic health problems I’ve been experiencing for two and a half years. I mean, I pain site just keeps feeling better and better. And there have been moments over that time where, if I sat really still, I wouldn’t feel any pain but I could always find it. Right now, I can walk across the room stretching my back and I can’t find the pain. It’s incredible. I saw at least a half a dozen doctors, I was hooked up to some very expensive medical equipment, etc. etc. But then Amanda suggests a juice cleanse and (at the moment at least) it cleared up.

I’m really looking forward to having sex with Mary. I haven’t had sex without being in pain for over two years! Sometimes in quite a bit of pain. It’s really a testimony on how much I love to have sex with Mary.

I will say that I’m a little nervous. I mean, it does seem too good to be true. I want food but I also want to be very careful about the amount and type of food I put in my body. I mean, what if this is only a temporary reprieve. I don’t even know how I would handle that.

Ah well. I don’t want to worry about that now. I just want to sit here and enjoy this feeling.